is life worth it?
i wonder that, last week had to be the greatest week of my life
monday: unearth concert
wednesday: atreyu/used concert
all week: no work!!! (includes: obligations)
but now this. the following monday a week from unearth...its raining and overcast out side, i talked with my good friend barrona, together, we look at life as if its nothing, do we care? not aobut a single damn thing...i want two things out of life
- Baronna w/His Lady Friend
together i know we can be happy. because when i look at it, getting my license cost me my life, it costs me money to which i now dont have, and it cost me my life, an obligation to get a job to pay for fuckin insurance, gas and any maintinence to the damn thing...i want nothing out of life, my girlfriend is what keeps me sane...and i thank (someone up there) everyday for her...but now that im back to reality, work;school;rop(after school program) i want nothing anymore...im out of money, im just fed up with life...the one thing i wanna do is sit around and be with the ones i love, cristina, barrona, you make my life what it is...and not shit, its the bullshit in between haning out with you 2 that make my life not worth it...barrona you understand me to the maxx and i love you with a passion, cristina, wihtout you in my life, thers nothing left, the moment you stepped into it, i havent dropped my smile...you litterally are everything to me, and i love you with everything that i have to offer...